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2008! already. it was so weird when it turned to ’00, and now it’s already ’08.

i don’t want to think about it. 2008 sounds like a good number.

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I don’t give a damn about being politically correct. Happy CHRISTMAS to all my friends and yet-to-be friends.

now this is going to be a delirious post for sure, if you’re just passing by you don’t have to proceed :)

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sooo… it’s december 11th already. about time to decide the naughty or nice dilemma if I want any presents for Christmas… december 11th, already.

guess i should start being nice.

:)

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the “more fun” turned out to be MUCH more fun! I wasn’t expecting it to be so great :)

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enough of this end of the year stress. time to have some fun :) at least for this one day, for I seem to have forgotten how fun feels.

it feels good :)

yes, I’ve skipped work today… and did a photoshoot finally. now, I’m not a guy, and I’m straight as far as I know, but I say taking pictures of a very beautiful girl who is also a great model qualifies as fun. I just love doing this, I can’t stop smiling all day! :)

moreover, i got an email with some good news… well not exactly good since it’s too vague, but I wasn’t expecting anything… so maybe I’ll be having more fun soon :)

yea, the day is over, now back to work.

:)

oh I’m happy, I needed this :)

it’s thursday again, i had photography labs today. the lab exam, last one for the semester. last one forever for me.

i thanked the groups for a fun semester, and people were happy, many were thanking me back when they were leaving, and it all went pretty good. i am SO gonna miss that. I can’t believe it’s been 3 years already. How scared i was to teach my very first lab, i could hardly speak :) how much less i knew then than I know now. i bet i could make next semester so much better than i did last year, and next year even more interesting than the current. but…

i guess all good things are poised to end. i hear them talk about taking the next semester, and i am so jealous i could cry. it was fun guys, i so much enjoyed it, and i’m never gonna forget it.

Please excuse the language, but I am having a real shitty time lately.

Not only do I feel like crap, but for whatever reason everyone who I talk to suddenly starts telling me something about shit! Starting with how one stepped into dog shit in the morning, ending with stories about failing bowel functions when another one was in the hospital a long time ago. and it is not related to anything, just out of the blue people start telling me these things!

what the… ?!

it’s freaking me out already, what’s wrong with me?! why do i invoke an urge for such a topic? is it time for a haircut or should i start wearing makeup? geeze, i hope it’s not gonna last. got any more shit stories, anyone?

maybe this post should also get the “delusional” tag, but what the hell, nobody reads it anyway.

ok, i lied. i started listening to music again. and that is bad. the problem is, that i listen to the words too much. i could never pretend that the words are just another instrument… sometimes i can like the song because of one line. a remnant from that very brief teenage stage where i felt like borrowing my girlfriend’s book of mostly boring and meaningless love poetry, possibly. i don’t know, but then i get myself stuck on something like this:

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[delirious post warning]

I have to write because there’s not much else I can do.

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